Cursed with a Stoopid Laugh

I have the dumbest natural laugh. Like --- I'm not talkin' about what I sound like when I'm truly crakkin' up (on the verge of squirtin' myself).

I'm talking about the first reaction laugh to something funny. Many women have a soft, attractive, contagious giggle. Not me. My first reaction is a loud, booming, "HUHH!!!"
It's so stoopid and so not feminine.

I've had it since childhood --- it ain't goin' away anytime soon.